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These past weeks I've been spending lots of time just hanging out at home. Alone and loving it.

Ever since I moved to my new place, I hardly ever go out. It feels so good being anti-social and stay home reading books. Lots and lots of books :)

I've also been ignoring my handphone(s). Checking on them only once a day hahahaha...

Somehow it makes me feel so free. So liberated.

All those time spent at home, other than reading books, watching TV on free channels and cooking (I finally bought a stove!!!), I've been doing some thinking. About stopping being in denial and accepting the truth. I am so tempted to do a postcard and mail it to Postsecret just cause I think I'll be able to handle the truth now.

On another note, I still have to drag myself to work every morning. Oh god, it requires so much effort that I told a friend recently than I'm seriously considering marrying an OLD RICH MAN so that I can quit my job. But then again, finding an old rich man also memerlukan an even HUGE effort that I think I'll just stick with my work for now.

Sigghhhh....

It's been...

63 days and I still miss you...