I wonder why???!!!

I wonder why some people can be so downright evil?

I mean like, eeeeeeeeeevilllllllllll.........

Like, the-spawn-of-the-devil evil.

Like, a back-stabbing bitch and mother of all assholes!!!

Was talking to a friend yesterday, told her the last 2 years was the lowest point of my working life. Crushed self-esteem. Self-doubt.

I don't think I am that bad or am I?

Maybe she hates me cause I didn't "kipas" her. Sorry, I don't believe kipas-ing my way into somebody's good grace.

Maybe she hates me for having an opinion. Helloooo... I have a brain!!!

Oh god. My 2 years stint there was hell. She sucked the life out of you till you do not even have the will and motivation to live.

You think I over dramatise the situation?? Oh mannnn... If you can only see.

Lucky for me, I am finally away from the evil cluthes of the queen of the damned. I am happier where I am now. Although it's not all perfect but much, hell, A LOT better than before.

Last I heard that person now has acquired a minion that I think fits her criteria. A total suck up that puts a starfish to shame.

I pity my ex-colleagues who are still stuck there. Since I am no longer there I guess the devil's spawn have to find a new person to torture. Hang on my friends, I hope things will get better.

What's my name??

During the last 24 years of my life I've always been known by one name. I rarely used my given name instead I've always been called by the shorter version of that name. And sometimes by another shorter version of the shorter version of my given name. A single syllable and 2 letter word. Simple. Quite kampung like name.

4 years ago I moved here. Reported for duty and almost immediately given a new name and I didn't make an attempt to correct them. Before long, everybody called me by that name and it's too late to make any correction. Its like a glamourised version of my given name. 4 years down the road, people still called me by my new name. And I still responded to it.

Maybe I should start using my old nickname again. I miss people calling me Sinta.