It's 9.49pm

and I'm at Pullman Lakeside Putrajaya.

A bunch of my colleagues are having a ball singing their hearts out and all I want to do is go back tomy room and sleep. Since I can't do that hence the blogging.

It's always fun doing outside office work, but these days I would rather stay at home surrounded by cat's fur, duduk kankang tengok tv :)

Oh well, till later amigos!!!

It's 1.06 in the morning...

and i can't sleep.

I hate times like this.

cause it makes me think. ponder.

so many things to ponder. some many things to decide. so many things....

if people asked, are you happy with your life?

what would be your answer?

for me, i don't know. i don't think i am.

not that i'm not thankful. i am blessed with great friends.

a job that can pay my bills.

lacking in the significant other department is never an issue. as my friend once said, i'm not even actively searching for that special someone. which is true.

why? i don't know.

i guess i'm quite content with the way things are right now.

somewhere deep inside i have this feeling that i won't live long anyway. so why complicate things, right?

right now, at this very moment. i've got nothing to loose. but what if i'm still here after the due date.

maybe. just maybe. i might take things into my own hands.

Happy Hari Raya

Ramadan went by without us realising it.

Pejam celik pejam celik it's already Raya.

I didn't even have enough time to work on my Raya mood. Or care when the only ticket I can get to go back home is on Raya eve.

Anyways, it's already the 2nd day of Raya. I still have till Thursday to laze around the house. My flight back is on Friday.

So, enjoy your raya peeps. Have a fun and joyful Raya. Go easy on the food galore yo!

This is it...

It's been more than a month since my last update.

Truth is I am getting malas-er to update this blog so I've decided to go into hibernation mode until further notice, until I am ready to go back into the blogging world.

There are actually lots of things that I wanted to put in here but my heart is just not into it.

I guess I am tired of using my brain to put the data into something that's interpretable by the reader.

Or maybe I just don't feel like sharing.

These are just a lil something that I'm willing to share before I bid my adieu;

1. Generally, I am much happier now that I've moved department.

2. My dark evil urges are now more or less under control until it chooses to surface again.

3. My cousin passed away last April.

4. I finally had my closure when I went to Tawau mid this month to visit her family. I still miss her every day.

5. Love the Swatch I received as my birthday present. Thank you, love you all.

6. I'm proud of myself for making my house habitable.

7. I always seem to missed The Monkeys get together. Must make self more available for such occasion.

8. A really good friend just gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. Aunty can't wait to play with your dear.

9. No tart nenas made by her this year.

10. To my friends, you have no idea how much you play a significant role in making sure that I am still alive and breathing today. I could've lost the battle months ago.

Till then, take care. Don't let the bed bugs bite.

Welcome to Ancientness

Yesterday was my 29th birthday, my last birthday before the BIG THREE-OH..

This year was a more intimate affair, dinner with close friends from work.

I haven't celebrated with the Monkeys, apparently everbody is too busy but hoping we can meet up sometime next week so that we can have a double celebration, Aton's birthday is on the 6th.

Anyways peeps, have a good weekend!!!

Oh by the way, we've started Rumah Aman activities. They are a bunch of naughty but adorable boys. Tomorrow will be our 2nd session with them and I'm really looking forward to spend 2 hours of fun with them :)

Cherioooooossss amigosssss....