09.11. A year ago.

O9.11 was the day she left us a year ago.

Time flies so fast.

It still feels like yesterday.

Wherever she may be, I hope she is at peace.

Rest in peace my friend.

Al Fatihah.

I dream of Laos...

tick... tock... tick... tock...

I'm at the office, supposed to shortlist these staff for our upcoming courses but I got bored with all the data.

I clicked on Mozilla.

Thinking.. hhmmm... What should I search for today? Just then I saw the small notebook that I've been using to jot down notes for my solo trip to Cambodia and Vietnam last year.

Maybe I should start planning for my Laos trip. My next solo backpacking trip. I'm planning to go for this trip next year to celebrate my 29 + 1 birthday.

Found a few sites that provide really good info.

My draft itinerary will be Vientiane - Vang Vieng - Luang Prabang - Vientiane. I'll have a week to cover all those places.

Sounds like a plan innit?

Now all I have to do is save up enough money for this. I'll need roughly about RM3k.

Better start ikat-ing my perut now and put in $$ into my Laos fund.

Anybody care to donate some money to this orphan child for her trip?

It's 9.49pm

and I'm at Pullman Lakeside Putrajaya.

A bunch of my colleagues are having a ball singing their hearts out and all I want to do is go back tomy room and sleep. Since I can't do that hence the blogging.

It's always fun doing outside office work, but these days I would rather stay at home surrounded by cat's fur, duduk kankang tengok tv :)

Oh well, till later amigos!!!

It's 1.06 in the morning...

and i can't sleep.

I hate times like this.

cause it makes me think. ponder.

so many things to ponder. some many things to decide. so many things....

if people asked, are you happy with your life?

what would be your answer?

for me, i don't know. i don't think i am.

not that i'm not thankful. i am blessed with great friends.

a job that can pay my bills.

lacking in the significant other department is never an issue. as my friend once said, i'm not even actively searching for that special someone. which is true.

why? i don't know.

i guess i'm quite content with the way things are right now.

somewhere deep inside i have this feeling that i won't live long anyway. so why complicate things, right?

right now, at this very moment. i've got nothing to loose. but what if i'm still here after the due date.

maybe. just maybe. i might take things into my own hands.

Happy Hari Raya

Ramadan went by without us realising it.

Pejam celik pejam celik it's already Raya.

I didn't even have enough time to work on my Raya mood. Or care when the only ticket I can get to go back home is on Raya eve.

Anyways, it's already the 2nd day of Raya. I still have till Thursday to laze around the house. My flight back is on Friday.

So, enjoy your raya peeps. Have a fun and joyful Raya. Go easy on the food galore yo!