This is a post drafted awhile back but didn't get a chance to post it up.

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2 weeks ago a very close cousin of mine passed away due to injuries from an accident. The last time I saw him was during his sister's wedding in December 2008. His wife just delivered their 3rd child a few weeks earlier. He was young, he had 3 young children who adored him. I've never imagined he would leave us so soon.

I'm going to be honest, my family is not exactly a normal bunch of people. We have our problems. Oh man, you can't imagine the kind of problems we have to deal with on a daily basis. The one thing that I can't understand is, of all the person, why him? Why can't the problem maker(s) get chosen and save us all the trouble?

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I'm still fighting the temptation.

I think it's getting worst.

I think I'm fighting a losing battle.

I think I might just give in.


Preparation?

In motion.


When?
Soon.


M.O.?
To be determine.